The MASK!

Why do i wear makeup if people say i look better without it? why did heidi montag get so much surgery if she was prettier before? the way we see ourselves is not the same as the way the world sees us. lol i think that after a while, girls who wear makeup start to view themselves differently when it's off. i feel like the true me is who i am with all of it on. lol dont judge me until you see my full face put together... its not like its different features, its just a painted canvas. its not a complete lie, just a fabrication. but the question is still not answered. why do it if others think its not necessary. i do it now for me because it makes me feel prettier but if others see me prettier without it then i should stop... right?

Personal Jam Session!

if you are like me then you jam so much harder when nobody is around. being alone can feel like solitary confinement but sometimes it is Pure Freedom. just turn it up and let it go. there is no pressure and nobody to judge you. i love to turn my webcam on and sing to myself... lol as you can see from the picture that i took last night. You are Your BEST company. all i need is my itunes, pandora, or music videos on MTV at 3am. here is a challenge for Y-O-U: spend about an hour today just JAMMING OUT. it doesnt have to be at one time. start off in the shower, do it while you clean your room/house, and in spare time.

HAVE FUN!!! =)