I just read my last post and so much has happened but not much has changed… which is not a bad thing. I really like my life here. I should have started off at this school but everything happens for a reason. My Sophomore year has been probably my best. My grades are up. My relationship that I am in is the best I've ever been in. It might have its ups and downs but its overall something that I really cherish. I don't let too many people know when its at its downs because the second you complain, there are 10 more people right there to tell you what needs to happen in your relationship… and half of them cant even function on a day to day basis. Its kind of scary sometimes.
You never know who you will end up falling in and out of love with. People stay married for 20 years and then realize it just cant work anymore. What if that starts with insecurities that happened when they first started dating but they ignored it. Unfortunately when people mess up there is no reset button. The relationship accumulates the good memories AND the bad ones. I guess the only thing that determines if its worth it or not is how the couple work through their problems. But what if they just THINK they worked through it. Only time will tell. but today im in love and today i wouldn't want to be with anybody else. You have to play the game with the cards your dealt?
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